Lazy! :P.

Me so laaaaaaaazeeh to update baaaah. ==" Peace. Lavs lavs. I'll be using my blog SELDOMLY now. :D. Lav ya! :DD.

-MIKMIK!

Happy Holidays.

Hahaa. I am SO outdated. xD. Today's my second day of school holidays. :D. And yes, happy hols. ;P. Hahaa. Told ya im a lil bit outdated with this. :P. Maybe I'll post the last day of school later on. On a new post. :P. Yes, im weird, who cares. ;b. So yeah. 2weeks holidays, and I'll have ALL the fun I've missed during my 2weeks exams day. :DD. HAHAHA. Right right? ;). LOL. So yeah. Happy Hols, people. Ella loves you all. Remember that. :DD.

-MIKMIK!

H A P P Y
H O L I D A Y S ,
E V E R Y O N E !

Please NO.

Oh ghad. Please NO. =/. Dont make me fall for this person. PLEASE. He.. he was my so-called brother before and now! Oh gosh. Im having feelings for him? =|. NOOO! Such nightmare. NO NO NO. I am NOT falling for him. No, i wont fall for you, Mister. I wont, i wont. Im telling you. So please, if ever you knoh who YOU are. Just STOP. I dont wanna fall for you! You were my so-called "kuya", and now? Look what happened. This is NOT going to happen. And, i hope.. that's FINAL. =/. WEIRD. Yes. :P.

-MIKMIK!

Concept Maps.

Just got back home from school. And its like, 4.05pm. Im exhausted. But i had fun at school. Today. =). We stayed back. All form 4 science students. ;). Well, its because our science teachers taught us how to study in a fun way! :D. Coolio. They taught us how to make concept maps. At first, whoa it was confusing. Like, seriously. =|.

But but! Our teachers lets us try how to do a concept map of our own. On any topic or title we want. First i was so blank with what to do, what to write about. But, since i thought that writing about myself would be the easiest thing for me to do. ;). Lol. So yeaaah. Me, Deena, Tkaah, Rabby and Wani did our own concept maps. All about ourself. :D. And guessy what? It was really cool and and! It was totally FUN doing it! :DD. Hahaha! Doing a concept map about yourself is like, you're exploring your life. Knowing what are your likes and dislikes. All your fears. And everything! It was just super fafaFUN! :P. Hahaha.

I won't be going to school tomorrow! XD! Smart, yea? :P. Lol. Too lazehh mahn! And plus, we're having our school sport's day tomorrow, so yeap. I ain't going. :PP. Yes, i AM such a smart student. Very. :b. But, i HAVE to go to school on Saturday. Last day of our 2nd term. Then, HELLO 2weeks HOLIDAYS! :DD. HAHAHHA! Finally, 2weeks. Off. Sigh* Can't wait. ;b. Aites aites. Off i go now. LalaLOVEs.

-MIKMIK!

Happy Birthday, Plyne.

Happy Birthday, PLYNE! <3!

Belated tho. ;). Lyneeeee! I am sooooooo shorry i couldn't come to yourr beach party yesterday. Im really so sorry! Wish I could come but.. for some reason, i ended up being at the Mall yesterday. =/. It's not that i forgot about it, but seriously.. Ahhh. SORRY! Wish you'd forgive me.

I heard you guys had a blast. Awh! I really wish i was there. =(. How could i ever make it up to youuuu?! *sigh. You came during my birthday party, and i didnt came at yours. =/. That is so.. embarassing. Lyne! Sorry ha? I love youuuuuu. :DD.

-MIKMIK!

SAM CONCEPCION. <3!

Samuel Lawrence Concepcion! <3!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ;).
My ONE and ONLY youuu.
i DESPERATELY WANT youu! :DD.

Frostwire!

Lol. Since i dunnoe what to put on the title. :P. Anywaaaaays, i downloaded FROSTWIRE! Hahahaha. What the hecks, yes yes. :P. I was just bored that dayy, dont ask me when, but, THAT day, yes. So yeah, i downloaded Frostwire. :D. And now im listening to all these songs that i downloaded. :P. Hahaha. Just, throwing all my stresses away. ;). Downloaded SAM CONCEPCION's songs! <3333333333! ILOVEHIM!! SO SO SO MUCH! Grrrrr. xD. Hahaha. Sighs. *ouch. ==" Oh great, just what i needed. CRAMPS. ALL OVER ME! Shesh. Alrighty. :DD.

-MIKMIK!

Stay The Same.

Stay The Same - Sam Concepcion.



[Chorus]

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
Cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

[Verse]
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

[Chorus]

i LOVE this song. D, i'll STAY THE SAME, for YOU! I'll try my BEST! Im telling YOU! ='D. Mwaaaahs!

YOU AND I! INSEPARABLE! ;).

-MIKMIK!

Now I understand.

Aww. Now i finally understand. Well. I'm changing? I dunno but do people knoh if they're changing or not? And D, of course i knohh you love me. Err, well. Do you? Like, really really? =/. I did nothing wrong? But then, why were you avoiding me and ignoring me the whole time? Im telling this, errm, its embarrassing but seriously, im crying right now. Typing all these things i wanna say. You're my best-est friend ever, and i want you to knohh that. Okay. I knohh i've gone too far joking around with people, and yes, i DONT realize that i AM hurting some people's feelings. Growing up ei? I dunno, D. I seriously dont knohh. And yeaa, i'll take your advice. I won't change. I promise to stop playing practical jokes with evryone, since i didnt knoh that all these stupid joking of mine makes someone hurt. Beeh! I didnt mean to hurt youu like that, okk? And andd, i am sooooo sorry coz i didnt knohh what you've been thru that day before. So yeah. You'd forgive me, right? ='/.

You dont want anything from me? Just be nice to youu? That's it? I will be nice to youu. People change, yes. And i think im one of em. Oh gosh, tears tears tears. Anyways, im superly overly sorry D. I dont wanna lose you, and i do hope you knohh that. People knohh's that i CANT live a day without youu. And being without youu for 2 whole days makes me sick, D. Seriously. And socialising? Nyee. I dont think that's right. Wait. I dont knohh! You've been patient? All this time?! Then why didnt you tell me that you've had enough of my jokes?! You could at least tell me that, so i'd stop all those stupid jokes of mine! I cant take this, D! I dont knohh if you'll ever talk with me again. And ofcors i wouldnt wanna let that happen!

I might not knohh you that well, but for now, what i knohh is. You'll be in my heart as my best-est friend ever. Never wanna change that fact. ='). Im done here. And i do hope you'll forgive me.

Iloveyouu, so much, D. And you do knohh that Imissyouu too right? ='). I do hope we'll be able to talk to each other this Saturday. We'll still be friends, right? Or izzit, BESTFRIENDS? And and. You'll still come over to my house and have a sleepover with me, right? I'll never forgive myself for what i have done to you, im telling youu. Now i finally knohh what REAL FRIENDS mean. Thanks to youu. Please. *hugs.

-MIKMIK.

Ps. - Mummy and Daddy misses you, D. They miss you sooooo much. And, they're hoping you to come over this holidays. =').

Oh ghad.

Guess what. Got four of my exam papers today. Ghaa. failed one subject alreadyy. =/. Biology, mahn! And seriously, i was really surprised seeing my Bahasa Melayu and my POA marks. I passed 'em. =/. Maybe i really under-estimated myself with those two subjects. I keep telling myself I'll fail this and that. But, luckily, i didnt. :'). Getting a 50 plus for me is worth it. At least i knohh that i passed. Sighs*. Well, i guess i have to improve my marks, im telling youuu. i HAVE to. :D. but im still happy. HAPPY HAPPY! :D. Hehee.

Awww. Err, break time. Ghaaaad. So yeah, failing my Biology was okay. Because, there's still time for me to change evrything and blah blah. And, yeah. I saw Matul rite, she was crying becoz she was like overly stressed for her exams, and guess what. My eyes got contact with her eyes so. Whatever, Yes i cried too. For NO reason. Then i stopped. And then, again. i CRIED. Like, i've been asking myself what's wrong with me? And then i remembered what Rabby told me. Well. Its too personal, so i wont tell it here. Err, its about friendship. Maybe you knoh who you are. ='/. I seriously couldnt stop myself from crying. Even it was English time, i still cried. Even sir Chandroth saw me with my stupid emotional face.

Oh ghad, i have to stop. I have to knoh what is the problem. I have GOT to talk with her. Seriously. You knohh i LOVE you sooooo much. But whats wr0ng? I HAVE TO TALK WITH YOU! TOMORROW! Wish me luck. She ign0red my f0ur freaking messages t0 her! And and! She even ign0red me in MSN! Like, what the hecks? She's NEVER like this t0 me!! I cant stop thinking about it, cause knohh what? SHE IS MY VERY VERY BEST FRIEND, AND I DONT WANNA LOSE HER! Stop it, Ella. Stop it alreadyy. Today has been very emotional to mee. And evrytime i think about her, tears just fall from these eyes. ='/. This is enuf. I'll be reporting again tomorrow. Plus i dont wnna cry again tomorrow. Oh, please understand how i feel without you with me one whole day. ='/. ILYSM.

-MIKMIK.

Finally. FREEDOM! :D.

Finally! FREEDOM! Exam's ovaaaah! :P. Yessss! After 2 fuhreagin weeks, exams are finally ovaaaaaah! Hahaaa. Whatevs. :P. Anyways. Yesterday was last paper's. Finally. ;b. Oh well. Done here. Hahaa! :P. Bye.

-MIKMIK!